This Is It For Now

by Najj

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1.
Delayed and decayed Feeling lonesome so she prayed To a thing that she made What a way Mary Kate I could no longer speak My hands are full of cracks and teeth Although I do not hope Although I do no wish to cope with death And I'm uncertain of god Shall these be my bones You shine with virgin light So disassembled and disliked My good deeds aren't your rights In oblivion I write and sway until I'm cautious Oh light invisible we praise thee Beyond all the snow The wind is gonna blow
2.
I've seen the light again and it's so dark I just want the snow to burry all my bones Even when you broke in to madness It wasn't very far from who you really are Rain cleared all conversations Wasn't it pretty the way your blue eyes fell backwards Dream a daze you fell array without a love Feelings come and they went for the new lie Why Now don't you feel alright Dreams don't end and die from the inside She opened up her head and found a note that said "If you distort the way that I see time I'll forget that I exist for just a moment" There's no better thing to do with time I guess that's alright If you just accept that there's no more
3.
Forget 03:12
4.
I can't make the world look beautiful So I'll make it gray Am I even living Or am I stuck in yesterday Why does this happen to be The only thing I can see in me Don't tell me I'm full of it Cause I'm full of nothing Sleeping on the highway Driving in my dreams Every waking moment I'm dead and no one knows it You're taking everything from me
5.
I wanted everything to fall and break in my hands I didn't want the wind In awe of every moment Break my teeth from bitting in I'll spit the life out from it So I'll just fall for the love you bring me And everything in between I'm trying to figure out why I miss you Distant when suddenly She starts to laugh about you Life is so damn If you just think a bit I'm trying to figure out why I miss you Cause I don't wanna be in love Taking back the things Because I don't wanna think about If you don't wanna be so hollow I wont be so too
6.
The Rain 03:18
The rain falls upwards towards the moon Wishing my love has no home for you But we'll get to swimming Later in the day Basking in the rain I won't be the same You won't start to figure out Why the streets are loud Full of empty clouds Living inside out Don't wanna be frozen in the oblivious Keep the same tone of voice Lose your faith of the noise Sometime you'll think and start to laugh About the injustice that fills your teeth full of plaque Don't think, don't wear all of that No one will be stable Not a soul will know About the children who killed you then made angels in the snow Covered up your face with a feeling of relief I looked again to notice the rain failing on me
7.
I'll see you sometime in the past When I forget all of me Look out your stained glass eyes and time will stop as your head drifts down If you come back I won't be long I'm good for now so I'll just wait For something else to take my place Your blood is warm Your skin is torn If you come back I wont be long You're trembling in the gaps of my brain you're no longer the same His only regret was his pain If you come back I wont be long Don't come back
8.
Hold my soul while you watch my insides out I can hear the notes I can touch the doubt Realize that her eyes they don't wanna open up After the sun rise all becomes so numb How can it mean so much to everyone All the commotion for some revaluation son People screaming I can't hear a fucking thing The crowd is winning I think this is the way things outa be Oblivious to oblivion Things come in circles Say it listen slow Open your eyes again Clear me of all my thoughts Let go of happiness Content is all you got
9.
Silvery Moon 03:10
The silvery moon was gone too soon As the night began to bark I'll see you again After all my friends start to lose their spark Whiten your pretty teeth with chalk It rains when you talk His back breaks in half as the needle takes a nap She just laughs at the way you bite The name that you knew has been blackened with news That all of his clouds fell white I pulled out your teeth with my hair Didn't know that you'd care In the woods where he died He gazed up at the sky Covered up by the clowns The ghost of his eyes glazed over wide Oh I miss that awful sound

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released May 27, 2022

Mixed And Mastered by Max Gowan

Album Art by Madison Mckenzie

Track 3 Christian Wilkinson Bass
Track 5 Max Gowan Bass, Drums
Track 8 Max Gowan Bass, Drums

Special Thanks to Jeff, Josh, Max, Chris, Madison, Dad and everyone else in my life that I didn't mention. Without all of you I wouldn't be here today

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